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i dont get offered from any health sciences sections and now here i am, on my way to have a degree in Statistics inUiTM machang Kelantan,.YES KELANTAN. so jauh.

I'm here, who else could it be, unless there is someone who knows my email and the password.  May 16, is the turning point of my life.  "RM 0.20 UPU:-ic- Tahniah, anda berjaya ditawarkan program E0001 di UITM....." I got in to UITM ! Alhamdulillah, i got the offer from the second choice. UITM campus Dengkil-to be precised. wow man. .'I'll be leaving Perlis soon, and that's what i dream for!'. Need to daftar on 22 May so I thought daftar, then balik, BUT THEN, I ACTUALLY NEED TO LIVE THERE, Ingatkan masuk U on September rupanya masuk on 22 May. i.was.so.freaking.shocked. Like, ' i need to leave that soon???' but at the same time, aku excited. Because i finally will experience the university life.I google-d pasal the campus, and it looks nice on the Internet ( and in real life too !) on May 22, Najat and I pun pergi daftar on 3 something p.m. We requested for same room, and we got it.lucky fudge >.<. so basically, Kolej kediama...

 I'm back, it is 12;28 am rn and tomorrow day off sebab Wesak so why not. Ive been working for 50+ days at KV. Setiap hari, i learn something, i learn how i should act in the future, how to not being so tak sabar and much more. Meeting same faces everyday is so much fun. Tambah tambah those ETN kids (17 and 18) yang selalu usik aku. The 17s, ada yang act matang, ada yang timid, ada yang cheeky, ada yang serious.The fact that they laugh when aku melawak, somehow makes me happy.Bila tengah moody, they know how to ambik hati. And the ETN 18 pulak, they are all just, like little brothers, to me. kekadang ja lah.Masuk koop, mesti Sikat rambut-nyanyi-roasting each other; Akram,Angah,Muqhris,Pon,Syatbi,Uwais. the one yang selalu tolong, tanpa they know, when aku tengah moody, listening to their silly jokes,stories cheered me up. little do they know.. and today, i just found out yang one of the 19s sebenarnya my senior at Derma. Patutla muka familiar ja, Kelas music jugak, same like m...

Alhamdulillah guyssssss it s been a long time tak update new post. I have a lot of story to share, but i was just too busy and could jot down in notes kat phone ja. From next year to this year, from next month to this month, from next day to the day; the day of everyone's biggest fear- result SPM !!!! The result was announced on March 16. So i had two days off. I was so nervous for the whole week, man! Susah nak tidur. I prayed, semoga hati ni tabah if i tak dapat straight As. So masa otw to school memang dah nervous gila. cooled down a bit with a cup of coffee. After dah sampai, we waited in the hall *i stand outside because i cant handle the pressure. Then, teacher started calling out some names-those who got all As, for press conference. After a long wait, teacher said ' okay the last name is ......'.  and my name tak di- mention. I cried. me and najat. ya.... Because we were hoping to get all As but we didnt. After habis press conference, teachers  masuk dewan...

A happy new year. I planned so much things to get done and sometimes, it is normal for me tend to forget about it cause yeah, im like 68 years old.  holy moly time flies so fast!  January;  my days were spent with waking up and straight head out to sidai/do laundry, brunch and watching all recorded tv shows; from korean to english to malay. I tried to look up for vacancy as part-timer, and all the bosses wanted 18+, and full time. maka dengan itu aku menganggur dua bulan. I can say that i had not done much but i tried to work out though. Now i need to do it continuously to achieve my new year's resolutionnnnn.. Amin !  me for every single time hearing my mom says ' they want full timer and 18+ After a month of wandering in my house, folding countless of shirts, wash dishes, and run out of kdramas, and seeking-spending-so-freaking-much-time on looking for a job, *ceyy wife material sangatttt* on February 1, it was my first day of working. As a...

Here I am once again. Last December 7 I not-so-called-invited-cause i paid for it; to a PROM . Ya we can call it a prom. I guess.  A prom . It was held at The Putra Regency . Theme was Sweet & Classy.  (photo belongs to Syazani) Derma Grand Gala Night. It was lit ! I super super love the backdrop, the decorations, and of course the food; we had ayam rempah, sotong masak kunyit, gulai daging, air asam and some fruits.  Everyone looked so wow ! Wearing tux, the boys cut a dash malam tu. While the girls dressed up to the nines . Nasib baik la i bought new outfit sebab kalau tak, i would be the most selekeh , as i already am.  The dinner started with Adib's ucapan. *we can call it ucapan even though he was aaaa gugup i guess. Then suddenly the lights were off.And a song-that-i-dunno-the tittle was played.  I saw everyone turning on their torch/flash. Pastu Faiz walked towards someone in mint dress, with a bouquet of fleur (flower) *ro...

So. What a shoking news. But that's okay. I'll be alright. I know I've been pushing you away, with my attitude. Siapa tak sakit hati ? But that's okay. Sebab I know who am I. I'm not even an average girl. Aku tak cantik macam dia, aku tak tinggi macam dia, aku tak fair macam dia. And tak kisah macam mana aku fight dengan dia dalam academic, dia tetap jadi your choice sebab that's all doesnt matter to you. Betul kan apa yang aku penah cakap. We love because of its/ones beauty, value . Well ada juga because of ones attitude. Tapi jarang nak jumpa.  I thought masa I accepted you back, you have changed but I was wrong. People keep changing, bettering themselves but it is an exceptional untuk kau, Kau tak pernah berubah. Always always and always give hopes. Tak salah la few days ago aku decided nak leave dari kau. Just like I did months backs. Ya . Just like what I did. Aku sedih in fact, sangat sedih. Tapi apa kan daya kan. Just embrace the fact ja lah. Tha...