The day that i drink three cups of coffee
Alhamdulillah guyssssss it s been a long time tak update new post. I have a lot of story to share, but i was just too busy and could jot down in notes kat phone ja. From next year to this year, from next month to this month, from next day to the day; the day of everyone's biggest fear- result SPM !!!! The result was announced on March 16. So i had two days off. I was so nervous for the whole week, man! Susah nak tidur. I prayed, semoga hati ni tabah if i tak dapat straight As. So masa otw to school memang dah nervous gila. cooled down a bit with a cup of coffee. After dah sampai, we waited in the hall *i stand outside because i cant handle the pressure. Then, teacher started calling out some names-those who got all As, for press conference. After a long wait, teacher said ' okay the last name is ......'.
and my name tak di- mention. I cried. me and najat. ya.... Because we were hoping to get all As but we didnt.
After habis press conference, teachers masuk dewan and gave speech bla bla.They called out those brainy kids and that was just it ! Ingatkan they going to call out those yg tak all As, near miss pun jadi lah. But they didnt becausederma loves brainy kids more. tradition. Around 11, we, the students pun head to our form teacher to receive the slip, sijil berhenti sekolah and the nadi derma. I cried again. sober. *i also cried when the mom yg sit beside me, bru tahu yg anaknya dpt straight As so i was jealous. My friends pujuk me, saying it s okay, this is not the end, this is just beginning.... and gave me such warm hugs *shout out to Safia,Najat,Najma,An-nur.
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When it was my turn to receive the slip, my hands were shaking, Alhamdulillah !!! I smiled when i look at the slip and looked at my mom. She smiled. And that was a precious moment for me.
BM - A+
English - A
Sejarah - A
Pendidikan Islam - A+
Mathematics - A
Additional Mathematics - B+
Physics - A-
Chemistry - A-
Biology - A-
Ya Allah , such a good result ! i hugged few people and literally scream *in a state of joy. Alhamdulillah.
But,
i am just a normal human being-who was hoping to get all As, so that i can proud of it.Deep inside, i felt jealous, all the oh i wish i did this and the what ifs were played in mind over and over again. kept in mind; 'Allah burdens no soul beyond what it can bare' 'Allah knows whats the best for you'. Maybe behind this scene, He doesnt want me to feel riak about getting all As. Husnuzhon. Allah itu baik.
and i learn to redha and tawakkal.
Now, lets the pihak IPTA/IPTS/Matrik to do their job, and eventually select me hehehe. insyaAllah. semoga dipermudahkan segalanya,
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Congratulations Batch 99 Derma ! *we dont have batch name so sad* . Smk Derma turned out to be the number one and the top school of spm achievement yg hebat in Perlis with 28 students got straight As man! we beat stp and sekolah agama *those kids so pandai weyyyyy* . well i can call it a WE because we worked hard sesama, study sesama. Semoga we still have this wonderful cairdeas in the future, insyaAllah.
"There is no such thing as a self-made man.You will reach your goals only with the help of others."
therefore, thanks so much ! ♡♡♡
and my name tak di- mention. I cried. me and najat. ya.... Because we were hoping to get all As but we didnt.
After habis press conference, teachers masuk dewan and gave speech bla bla.They called out those brainy kids and that was just it ! Ingatkan they going to call out those yg tak all As, near miss pun jadi lah. But they didnt because
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When it was my turn to receive the slip, my hands were shaking, Alhamdulillah !!! I smiled when i look at the slip and looked at my mom. She smiled. And that was a precious moment for me.
BM - A+
English - A
Sejarah - A
Pendidikan Islam - A+
Mathematics - A
Additional Mathematics - B+
Physics - A-
Chemistry - A-
Biology - A-
Ya Allah , such a good result ! i hugged few people and literally scream *in a state of joy. Alhamdulillah.
But,
i am just a normal human being-who was hoping to get all As, so that i can proud of it.Deep inside, i felt jealous, all the oh i wish i did this and the what ifs were played in mind over and over again. kept in mind; 'Allah burdens no soul beyond what it can bare' 'Allah knows whats the best for you'. Maybe behind this scene, He doesnt want me to feel riak about getting all As. Husnuzhon. Allah itu baik.
and i learn to redha and tawakkal.
Now, lets the pihak IPTA/IPTS/Matrik to do their job, and eventually select me hehehe. insyaAllah. semoga dipermudahkan segalanya,
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Congratulations Batch 99 Derma ! *we dont have batch name so sad* . Smk Derma turned out to be the number one and the top school of spm achievement yg hebat in Perlis with 28 students got straight As man! we beat stp and sekolah agama *those kids so pandai weyyyyy* . well i can call it a WE because we worked hard sesama, study sesama. Semoga we still have this wonderful cairdeas in the future, insyaAllah.
"There is no such thing as a self-made man.You will reach your goals only with the help of others."
therefore, thanks so much ! ♡♡♡
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